I felt alone in a sea of people,
So much ego in one room
No surprise I didn’t feel whole or equal
Hope this event will end soon
Taking deep breathes to reduce the pace of my heart beat
Looking around, planning my exit
Have both feet grounded and I’m gripping my seat.
Trying to make a deal with myself like a politician, debating Brexit
Going back and forth mentally can be toxic…
Hold up this isn’t about to go down,
I thought you said you found another way out
And that you would have the last word
But you’re allowing your thoughts to scream and shout
You said anxiety was a sad mentality and deceased state of mind
So why would you sit here over thinking
Uncontrolled thoughts will leave you blind.
I know, I’m trying; fighting feelings, combating thoughts
D. Edwards | www.pain2poetry.com
