Do you know what it is to be lost?
Fighting your feelings at any cost,
With no meaning yet you are mentally screaming.
The pain suppressed in side burns deep, from your head down to your feet.
Well mine did anyway,
My mind was abused and left at bay.
See I wasn’t just battling me I was fighting you,
You once said it was us against the world but it was them and you.
I had to fix my soul and forget you for the best,
Little did I know this was life’s biggest test.
The mending, healing process hurt a lot
I needed work, a plan, a plot.
It took a while for me to find myself and mend my mind.
all good things come in time.
I was angry at you for so many reasons, as you were against me like treason.
I cried the other night because I was sorry,
I let myself go in a hurry,
You see what you didn’t know is that I matter too,
So now I will take care of me now I’m not with you.
– D. Edwards | www.pain2poetry.com